My mind gets still under these conditions
20000 or more feet above the earth
Sitting and sipping tea out of a paper up
On my way to another adventure
It’s a miracle we’re alive at all.
A miracle that all 3 trillion cells in my body filled with oxygen and let me
Flying the miracle deepens
The miracle gets more vast
It’s like we saw the birds and said
Why should you be the only creatures who can fly?
Who can see with a third eye -
Who can soar above separateness and see everything as united
I want to remember in as many moment as are possible
That we are all the same
Pure conscious energy
The same stuff that makes up the stars, planes, crop circles - makes up you and me.
Once tapped into it feels wrong and backwards to ignore it.
You can’t unknow something once you know it.
You cannot unsee after you’ve SEEN.
There is more beauty than ugly in this world but you have to keep peeling back the layers. Peel back at the fog that covers your true self.
There’s a jewel under all that muck.
But fire will burn you if you do not surrender to her power.
Surrender is where it’s at.
Serenity to accept what you cannot change.
Knowledge and wisdom about the difference between pain and uncomfort.
Uncomfortable is where we grow.
Where the magic happens.
Things that are hard for me are still hard but they get easier the more I practice.
Being vulnerable is a gift but one that needs bubble wrap levels of protection and the right handlers.
Spirits who are also seeking truth.
Those who know there is more to life than a paycheck.
More to life than checking all the boxes on a “perfect” life.
More than the hustle
More than your location
More than your address.
Will leaving New York be what I’m looking for?
Is this just what happens to my cells after an amount of time?
Is it just time - to go?
Leaving seems impossible which is probably why I should do it.
I should really just stop struggling.
The answer will present itself when I am finally ready to see it.
God doesn’t give us the things we can’t handle or aren’t ready for - of this I am sure.
I believe when I can let it go and let god - things immediately start to go better for me.
The things that perplex and confuse me become abundantly clear. The more clear you can get the more likely this wisdom and light can transmit to you.
Count your blessings baby - there are more than you even know.
Believe, try, but not too hard - and receive - everything the universe is trying to send you.