matters

this smile matters.

.

pretty sure I have never

smiled this much

in March

in my whole damn life.

.

winter was always harder for me, but this one I let myself enter the cocoon of community, found freedom flying down a mountain and practiced loving myself over and over and over again, letting friends hold my tearsa rn my laughter, hitting the mat, hitting the cushion, chanting the mantras, taking the breaths and the baths and the walks and screaming in my car.

.

it all matters my friends,

every lil piece of you

of your existence

all your choices

matter

.

all these mini quests

are just practice practice practice

and we are alllllll practicing

and practicing matters

.

we’re all in the waiting room

and there’s something here

that matters

that wants you to know

that you are doing fucking great.

.

wants you to know

everything is for you,

everything is for you

everything is you

you are everything

you contain multitudes

and all of you

matters.